Searching for the meaning of life, while transparency screams at me, Daring Greatly  Brene Brown is always spot on she gets me shame, fear. Atlas Shrugged was life changing for Phil Donahue and The garage sale lady that reads it once a year and the Hollister goddess who says it’s amazing. So will it have the same impact on me?  Fountainhead did. Is the search ever over? There has to be meaning …laying on his side with nine others on a bed built for two, a thin blanket for cover, muddy boots for a pillow and there is still hope.